Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Basketball n stuff

I don't know why I love basketball so much. Right now all it does is stress me out. I am utterly and ridiculously lazy. So I play basketball, and I run on the cross counry team. How does that work. I guess I like running. I just hate walking. If I could run everywhere without looking retarded, I would do it. I don't like transporting. I don't like the trip. I like the final destination. I don't like working hard. So why do I like running? Scratch that I love working hard. The tough part is motivating myself to work hard. I should work on self motivation. I like learning. But I don't like wokrign. I guess what I like is the feeling of knowing i worked hard on something and feeling the payback. Ex-scoring well on a test i worked my butt of for. or pulling off a sweet move in a basketball game. I love life. I just don't like dead-lines. I want to work on my own pace. But I can't I can't live in my own world. I have to be in the real one. Where people get sick. Where you have to live up to peoples expectation. where inorder to get anywhere, you have to be perfect. I can't make mistakes now. I did that freshman year. That is what freshman year is for. Making mistakes. If only I could learn from them. If only I could learn.

1-procrastination doesn't help, do it now so you don't have to worry
2- never overestimate yourself, pride comes before a fall
3- don't talk about people, would you like it if someone talked about you
4- don't get distracted, don't talk back. be yourself... its cliche but its the truth( another cliche) if you do something out of character, people know and they will get you for it. they see inside of you c'mon now

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